What should I do?

Christmas is coming. I hope every christian will not forget the real purpose of this significant occasion. It's a day of celebration to remember the birth of Jesus Christ.

It's been great meeting up with friends and church people. Great suppers (Ian and Chuanming are pretty safe drivers), nice game of monopoly, fun mahjong session (2 more to go before I leave for Spain), karaoke sessions and many great meals. Thanks for all the love, pals.

I need more patience, love, understanding and forgiveness. God gives opportunities for me to be patient, loving, understanding and forgiving. Thank you, Lord.

Sigh is the word.

boring days.

slacking.

lazing.

just don't feel like doing anything.

waiting for 22nd December. Spain&Portugal, here I come.

I want my driving license.

It's raining man, Hallelujah!

Pouring out there right now. feel so cold and drowsy. that's when I tend to have hunger attacks. well, probably not hunger but I just need something to munch. With good food almost everyday back home in Singapore (with much help from my mum), I think I would gain a few good kilos. On top of that, the Spain & Portugal trip would help to add a few more. You know, it happens. especially during winter.

I've been reading the book Knowing God by J.I.Packer. I suppose I haven't reached the crux of the book but I have been learning or rather, realising some points which many people and myself, have been missing out in our daily lives. Chiristianity is seriously a difficult religion/lifestyle to lead. It just gets more complicated (or supposedly clearer?). I remembered a friend of mine asking me this question, "how did you come to know God and become a Christian?' Seriously, I can't find a definite answer. But now, I think I know. Thank God.

I've been listening to this song. sad, unedifying song. there's a happy ending.

Happy ending
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life
But not together.

Mika

Constructive?

1 week. Nothing.

Constructive? Books. Knowing God.

Shopping? Boring.

Food? Yes.

Spritual? Working on.

Praying? Needs more work.

Ministry? I should.

Devotions? Got to.

Constructive? I don't feel so?

90 days

45 days apart.

45 days with no hugs.

45 days with no nags.

45 days with no shouts.

45 days with no you, my days are just so apathetic.

First sunday service back home

First sunday service back from Australia.

Better than what I've expected. Back to the familiar singlish after 8 months of Unichurch.

Sermon by Bro Graydon.

Creating firewalls for ourselves to prevent virus attacks.

Virus attacks: Temptations etc which act as buffers between us and God.

Firewalls: 1. Word of God 2. Testimony 3. Doubt 4. Influence 5. Control 6. Association

Proverbs 4:20-27 (NIV)
20 My son, pay attention to what I say; listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight, keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them and health to a man's whole body.
23 Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
24 Put away perversity from your mouth; keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil.