It's raining man, Hallelujah!

Pouring out there right now. feel so cold and drowsy. that's when I tend to have hunger attacks. well, probably not hunger but I just need something to munch. With good food almost everyday back home in Singapore (with much help from my mum), I think I would gain a few good kilos. On top of that, the Spain & Portugal trip would help to add a few more. You know, it happens. especially during winter.

I've been reading the book Knowing God by J.I.Packer. I suppose I haven't reached the crux of the book but I have been learning or rather, realising some points which many people and myself, have been missing out in our daily lives. Chiristianity is seriously a difficult religion/lifestyle to lead. It just gets more complicated (or supposedly clearer?). I remembered a friend of mine asking me this question, "how did you come to know God and become a Christian?' Seriously, I can't find a definite answer. But now, I think I know. Thank God.

I've been listening to this song. sad, unedifying song. there's a happy ending.

Happy ending
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life
But not together.

Mika